Mighty Names of the Lord Jesus Christ~Prayer Part 2

"O Magnify the Lord with me, and let us exalt his name together." Psalm 34:3

THE MIGHTY NAME OF LORD JESUS CHRIST
"And they that know thy name will put their trust in thee..." Psalm 9:10

You are the....
Author and Finisher of my Faith
The Alpha and Omega
The Anointed Son of God
The Advocate with the Father
The Anchor of my soul.

Bread of life.
The Bright and Morning Star
The Beginning and the End
The Beloved of the Father
The Bridegroom of the Church
The Bishop of my Soul.

Creator of Heavens and Earth.
The Chief Shepherd
The Cornerstone of the Church
The Captain of my Salvation
The Comforter of My Soul.

Door of Salvation.
The Desire of all Nations
The Dayspring from on High
The Diadem of Beauty
The Deliverer from Evil
The Defender of my Soul.

Ensign for all Nations.
The Exceeding Great Reward for Believers
The Everlasting Light
The Eternal Life of my Soul.

You are....
Fountain of Life
The Firstborn of Many Brethren
The Friend that Sticketh Closer Than a Brother
The Faithful and True Witness
The Fortress of my Soul.

Good Shepherd
That Giveth His Life for His Sheep
The Great High Priest
The Governor Among the Nations
The God of Righteousness and
The Gaurdian of my Soul

Head Over All Principalities and Powers
The Holy Son of God
The Helper of the Fatherless
The Head of the Church and
The Healer of My Soul.

Image of
The Invisible God
The I Am of the Ages
The Immanuel
The Immortal God and
The Inheritance of my Soul.

Judge of ALL the Earth
The Justifier of all who Trust You
The Just One

King of Kingss
The King of Glory
The King Eternal
The Key of Knowledge and
The Kind Shepherd of My Soul

Lord of Lords
The Lamb of God
The Lion of the Tribe of Judah
The Lily of the Valley and
The Light of My Soul

Mediator of the New Covenant
The Man of Sorrows
The Messiah
The Merciful Savior and
The Maker of my Soul

Name above Every Name
The New and Living Way to God
The Nazarene and
The Never failin Guide of My Soul

Only Begotten of the Father
The Only Mediator between God and Man
The Only Wise God and
The Offering of My Soul.

Price of Peace.
The Priest of the Most High God
The Pearl of Great Price and
The Physician of My Soul.

Quickening Spirit in the Believer.
The Quiet Place to Those Who Seek Your Face
The Qualified Opener of Books and
The Quest of My Soul.

Resurrection and the Life.
The Rock of my Salvation
The Redeemer
The Rose of Sharon and
The Refuge of My Soul.

Stone Which Builders Rejected.
The Sure Foundation
The Son of the Living God
The Shield of our Salvation and
The Strength of my Soul.

Tower of Salvation.
The Truth, the Tree of Life
The True Bread from Heaven
The True Light of the World and
The Teacher of My Soul.

Undefiled Son of God
The Uncorruptible One From Heaven
The Unchangable Friend and
The Upholder of My Soul.

Vine of all the Branches
The Very Present Help in Time of Need
The Veil of My Soul.

You are the Way
The Wisdom of God
The Word of God
The Wonderful Counselor
The Worthy Lamb and
The Well-Beloved of My Soul

X-Bearer For My Sin
Yasha the Savior of All Mankind
Zealous Fulfiller of Righteousness

Attributes of God~Prayer Journal Series Part 1

I found an old prayer journal of mine, from many years ago. It brings back good memories for me, because I created it with the ladies in my church. It was my very first outing to meet the ladies from the church my husband and I had chosen to attend.

I have long prayed for direction for my blog. I have gone back and forth with my thoughts...should I delete it? should I leave it up, and give up the idea of ever being able to write in it again? The Lord answered me tonight with the idea to ease back into writing by sharing this prayer journal. I am not sure if I even have readers any more :), but at least it will be out there for Him to use as He sees fit. SO, here is Part 1~Attributes of God:

• Almighty
• Caring
• Compassionate
• Creator
• Defense
• Deliverer
• Eternal
• Exalted
• Faithful
• Forgiving
• Fortress
• Giver of Every Good Gift
• Giver of Wisdom
• Good
• Great
• Healer
• Helper
• Holy
• Jealous
• Judge
• Just
• Keeper
• King of Kings
• Lawgiver
• Life
• Light
• Longsuffering
• Lord of Lords
• Love
• Merciful
• Near
• Pitiful
• Provider
• Refuge
• Rewarder
• Righteous
• Rock
• Salvation
• Shepherd
• Slow to Anger
• Strength
• Stronghold
• Truth
• Unchanging
• Upright
• The Way
• Wise
• Worthy

A glance ahead:

Tomorrow....Part 2~The Might Names of the Lord Jesus Christ & a look at the Lord's Prayer.

Part 3~A Wise Woman Builds Her House/Intercession for your Husband

Part 4~Myself As a Parent

Part 5~What God Wants For My Child

Part 6~What God Does Not Want For My Child

Part 7~Daily Prayer For Our Children

Part 8~Praying For Missionaries

I feel SO blessed!

1am Tuesday morning I awoke extremely ill. I knew what the cause was, for I had experienced it exactly this time last year, only I could tell it was of a worse nature this time. Gall bladder attack. I wasn't able to have surgery last year, because I was 7 weeks pregnant at that time. The Lord took care of me, and I didn't have a single attack the rest of my pregnancy, or the 5 months post partum...until the wee hours of Tuesday morning. I was vomiting relentlessly and in agony. My husband took me to ER, where I was admitted to the hospital to have surgery. Today I struggled with low blood pressure, low heart rate and low oxygen levels. I was finally released to go home this evening, and was blessed to come home to my precious children again!

During my hospital stay, however, the Lord blessed me with a sweet time of fellowship with Him. I spent that time reading His word, and praying. I was able to refocus, and though left the hospital in pain physically, I felt spiritually renewed! I wanted to share the ways He blessed me so richly through this time. I want to publicly say thank you....

To my faithful, loving husband. Your love for me brings me closer to the Lord. Thank you for the bouquet of carnations, you know they are my favorite! Thank you for being everything for everyone these past couple of days.

To our dear friend and precious young lady from our church, for coming over and helping care for the children. The little ones excitedly shared that you took a walk with them. What a blessing to know they were cared for!

To my dear mother in law, who also gave of her time to be with the children. You are priceless.

To my dear mother, who agonized over not being able to be here physically. Wasn't it wonderful to be able to talk on the phone as much as we did? What a gift your prayers over the phone with me were! And then you brightened up my room with a basket of daisies! (pictured above)

To my pastor's wife, and dear friend, for taking the time to visit me and sit with me a while. As another very busy mother of many children, I know how extra time is just not a reality, so your time was a gift to me. Thank you, as well, for brightening my room with a pot of flowers(pictured above), and wholesome books from your own library shelves. The book of scriptures was wonderful to have by my bedside through this all!

To the nurse who gave so much to me on her twelve hour shift. Your time and care for me as a person meant the world to me!

To the Lord, for EVERYTHING, but especially for restoring a strained friendship for me today. A dear, precious friend came to visit, and we were able to talk and heal. She brightened my day with her presence and with a beautiful miniature rose bush (pictured above)! And a lovely devotional called "Jesus Calling". I simply did not want to see you leave!

To my friend, Becki (BUSY mother of 5 precious little girls) for emailing to let me know you care, and for letting me know some meals would be coming to our home this weekend.

To my Aunt Jo, for calling and praying with me over the phone. Even though you couldn't be there in body, hearing you on the other line calmed me so.

To my Aunt Kathy, who called and tried to visit only to find I had already gone in to OR. You are so thoughtful!

To everyone who prayed for me! Thank yoU!!!!!!!!!!!

More than anything, the truest source of my feeling blessed this night, are my husband and my children. When I slowly moved up our sidewalk, I noticed our kitty cat with balloons by her side on my favorite porch chair. (she did not stick around for the picture :))

Then a sweet sign prepared by my 10year old son. He knows I love dandelions, especially droopy ones. I have been given many droopy dandelion bouquets over the years by my precious sons. He stapled these ones to his sign.
" We love you Mama! Welcome!"

Our house was fresh and clean. The children flooded me with their love and kisses. I smelled something yummy in the kitchen and was quickly informed that our pastor's wife had blessed us again by making a scrumptious, hearty crock of soup, and some lovely loaves of quick bread!

As I listened to the stories from the past two days, I realized that my husband (who was torn between caring for me, and being there for the children) had kept the love, laughter and joy going while I was away.

My little ones quickly worked at finding ways to fit onto my lap for some snuggles. It hurt, and was a bit tricky, but how could I not allow it? I ached for it.

After kissing all the boys good night, the girls and I stayed up a bit extra. As I laid on the couch, they crocheted, and we talked. What a treasure to have friendship in my sweet daughters!

I realized, once again, what a treasure it is to tuck them into bed at night. What a gift it is to hear their sweet good nights, and then to peak in just one more time to see their precious eyes closed in peaceful slumber. I feel so blessed.

Yes, So very blessed.

Simple Joys & A Simple Update

I have come to the extremely sad conclusion that I am a negligent blogger. I am always thinking of things I would love to share with the world, but it is usually when I am changing a diaper, preparing a meal for 10, kissing an owie, rocking a baby, doing laundry….well, you get the idea. We have been having our trials, but you know I am realizing even more how fulfilling this life is. I was just thinking today, while nursing my sweet baby, that I find so much joy in the simplest things of life.

My husband made me a new clothes line outside this spring. I hung clothes on it for the first time yesterday. When I took the first load off of the line, once it had dried, I buried my face in it and breathed deep. I am not sure why, but the smell of clothes coming straight off of the line lightens my spirit! Okay, I know it sounds strange. In fact, when I came inside with an arm full of laundry and a big smile, my girls had to know the what for. I said, “smell, just smell! Drink in that spring air!” My teenager smiled an understanding smile, probably just to make me feel good. My 9 year old wasn’t shy in telling me she didn’t particularly like the smell.  But I do. Maybe it sparks a good feeling from a joyful time in my childhood, I don’t know, but the simple smell of line dried clothing brings me joy.

I shared that little bit for my own sake, really. I have struggled much these past weeks to keep my head above the water and to swim in the joys the Lord has for me. I need to take these smallest moments and make them things worth celebrating!

I am not sure what happened, but the crochet needles have been flying here! I pulled out my yarn and hook when we had a snow storm. When the children saw me they pulled theirs out too. Since then my girls have been making doilies like crazy! I now have several new doilies gracing the underside of our candles throughout the house.

We have been doing a lot to become even more self sufficient here. I just cannot wait to get my hands in the dirt and plant our garden once the danger of frost is over. I am hoping and praying we did not lose our peach and apple harvest in our area, due to a late winter storm. We are preparing to get 20 chickens here in a couple of weeks, and then will be building facilities for a couple of dairy goats. The children are VERY excited about this adventure. My husband finally agreed to the goats under the condition that HE is in charge of building the fencing so it will be impossible to escape . We have talked about raising bees as well, but have not really made any decisions there. One thing at a time, as my husband would say.

We are learning how to make candles and soap for a fun activity together. I made my first small batch of soap tonight. It is setting up in the freezer now. I also made 5 gallons of power packed granola. I always feel so good knowing my family is getting a nice healthy breakfast to start off their day.

My parents are coming for Easter, so that is the highlight of our upcoming week! We will be busy preparing our home for such an occasion!

I suppose I ought to close for now, before I go off on anymore rabbit trails . I really should be sleeping while my baby sleeps!

Many blessings!

The Kreativ Blogger Award

Thank you Georgiann for awarding me the Kreativ Blogger Award. I am honored to have been among one of those you have chosen.

Now it is my turn to pass it on. Being the busy mother I am, I do not have much time to read online. There have been, however, others who have uplifted me in the last months, some even years, by their written words. I know I have missed some that I have found encouraging, but these are what comes to my tired mind tonight. They may, or may not wish to pick it up, and that is fine, but I want to share who they are just the same.

I pass along the Kreativ Blogger Award to:

On The Write Narrow Path ~ This is my mother's blog, and she is one of the most creative, inspiring people I have ever known!

Large Family Mothering ~ Such an inspiring blog written by a mother of 14 children (and counting)! I hope she writes a book someday!

In a Shoe ~ I have found that if I need a smile, to come visit this blog. I enjoy every inch of this blog!

Vaughnshire Farm ~ I have often found so many of my own thoughts mirrored here. I love reading the thoughts of another mother who values her babies as I do. I also love reading what another busy, farm loving mama is up to!

Fruitful Vines and Olive Shoots ~ Another mother who cherishes being a mother and homemaker. She is one I have been encouraged by for a couple of years now, and her blog is goregous!

The Simple Woman ~ I have always been blessed by Peggy. She knows how to make life simple and lovely. I am inspired greatly by her heart for the beauty of simplicity!

Solace In Simplicity ~ I love reading Amity's blog. She is real, and is a real encouragement! I just love the heading of her blog. Just looking at it, and reading it, makes me want to keep on keeping in simple.....better yet, keeping on working to make it even simpler!

Simply Blessed and Fruitful ~ Sweetness radiates from this blog. Another mother trying to keep it simple, and just enjoy the blessedness of homekeeping, and being a mother.

Feminine for Him ~ I know her personally. :) She is a sweetie, and was a big help to me when I was expecting our newest baby. I sometimes enjoy reading blogs written by godly single young ladies.

Starry Sky Ranch ~ I have found her site so helpful in the managing of my home. Her last post was so meaningful to me. In light of it, I do not expect her to pick up this award, for worthy reasons.

To claim your award, you need to:

Thank the person who gave the award to you.
Post the award on your blog or on a post.
Nominate 10 blogs which show great attitude/gratitude.
Link to the people you chose on your post.
Then comment on their blogs to tell them about the award!
Don't forget to save the image in this post to your computer, so you can display your award in a sidebar. :)

The Simple Woman's Daybook

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Thank you Peggy , for the opportunity to share!

FOR TODAY Febuary 2, 2009...

Outside My Window...

A beautiful winter moon chasing away the darkness.

I am thinking...

about my health, and about my responsibility to be sure it is the best it can be for my Lord, my husband and my children. I am going to make it my focus in preparation for Easter.

I am thankful for...

another year of celebrating my husband's birthday. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me.

From the learning rooms...

We are enjoying researching on the civil war, since our church is having a civil war night soon!

From the kitchen...

the smell of freshly baked bread still lingers, even after all have gone to bed. The aroma causes the sights and sounds from just a few hours ago to come alive again.

I am wearing...

comfy blue and white pj's and barefeet.

I am creating...

a meal plan for our week.

I am going...

to join my husband in peaceful slumber soon.

I am reading...something very thought provoking at the Starry Sky Ranch blog. Quote ....instead of visiting or gossiping with the women of the neighborhood, she remained at home, never leaving it except to pay a visit to her aging parents or go to Mass or Vespers... She paid much attention to the comfort (of her husband) and took zealous care that his clothes were always scrupulously neat. The management of her household was wise and prudent, and she taught with example what she advocated with words.... For Rita knew well that all the beauty of the King's daughter is within. She was kind and affable (to all in her care) and studied to make them happy and contented....She saw that they attended their religious duties, taught them good and polite manners, and molded them into models of obedience, neatness and propriety. End Quote...

I am hoping...

to grow more than ever in my walk with Christ in these coming months. To live my life in a way that draws others nearer to His cross, and to His heart.

I am hearing...the sleeping breaths of my newborn son.

One of my favorite things...

these quiet moments after the whole house has settled down. I can think, pray and plan for another day...and ask for strength to make it one that is glorifying to my God.

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week:

The children and I are busy planning for some birthdays. My second youngest turns two, and the love of my life turns 35! I am also thinkin on plans to make Valentine's Day special for my children. My Mama always made Valentine's Day so special for my sister and I, celebrating her love for us.

Here is picture thought I am sharing...

My soon to be 2 year old LOVES the Bible. When he sees someone sitting down to read, he snuggles up close with his thumb in his mouth.

The Princess Adelina

Recently I bought my daughters a “just because” gift. You may have heard of it, or even read it by now. The Princess Adelina. Once my girls had it in hand, I was not going to get by with putting off reading it to them. We snuggled up and read the first chapter. The boys started off within ear shot, but were gathered around me on the floor into the first few pages. Even my husband put down his farm magazine to listen. Yes, it was that good!

We spent the next week reading a whole chapter before bedtime. We had great family discussions, and often found ourselves up way past bedtimes. The children often begged for “another chapter please!?”, but were told they had to wait patiently until the next reading. We couldn’t read it during our school day, because daddy didn’t want to miss it either. However, he was caught doing the unthinkable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He offered to rock the baby when he got home one evening, and look at what else he took along with him to the chair! He is looking mighty thoughtful, isn't he!?This story really is a story for the whole family. Once we were finished reading it (and my husband says he benefited listening to it even after he had finished reading it himself :)), we were inspired to memorize an old 8th century Irish folk hymn called “Be Thou My Vision”. We now have it memorized, and imagine that perhaps those like Adelina were singing this hymn during their time of persecution. We sing it every night and still get chills when we get to the ‘High King of Heaven my victory won! May I see Heaven’s joys Oh bright Heaven’s Sun! Heart of my own heart, whatever befall! Still be my vision, o ruler of all!”

I am sure you know the hymn. I encourage you to memorize it. Sing it out with your loved ones during these uncertain times.

Be thou my vision, O Lord of my heart
Naught be all else to me, save that thou art;
Thou my best thought, by day or by night,
Waking or sleeping thy presence my light.

Be thou my wisdom and thou my true Word;
I ever with thee and thou with me Lord;
Thou my great Father, and I thy true son,
Thou in my dwelling, and I with Thee one.

Riches I heed not, nor man’s empty praise;
Thou mine inheritance, now and always;
Thou and thou only, first in my heart,
High King of Heaven, my treasure Thou art.

High King of Heaven, my victory won,
May I reach Heaven’s joys O bright Heaven’s Sun!
Heart of my own heart, whatever may befall,
Still be my Vision, O Ruler of all.

Finding A Balance For a Well Ordered Life

Confession #1
I am a perfectionist. I love order, and have difficulty keeping stress at bay when things are disorganized.

Confession #2
I struggle greatly with keeping order. I was not born “naturally organized”. I have to work REALLY hard at it.

With a newborn baby, order can go out the door REAL QUICK for someone who struggles with it as I do. God is gently guiding me, and teaching me once again. I cannot blame my struggles on the fact that I have eight children, for I was like this before I had any. And no mom, it is not your doing either (ha, I can read your thoughts, can I not?). So here is what the Lord is showing me.

First off:
Be okay with mess when there just needs to be a mess. The perfectionist side of me cringes at this, but I know I have to let that go. I asked the Lord to show me where I can practice with this, and he gave me opportunity tonight. I had the four littlest ones, ages 4, 3, 2 and 8 weeks all by myself from about 3 ‘til 8pm tonight. I REALLY wanted to get some things done, but that just isn’t happening with so many little ones, who are smart enough to realize that mommy is all theirs for the night! So, I popped some popcorn (knowing full well it would not go from bowl to mouth without getting all over the floor), and we snuggled up to watch a movie together. Yep, popcorn was once again all over the floor, but do you know how easy it was to vacuum up!? So worth it! In the years to come it is the evening full of snuggles I will surely remember, not the mess on the floor, and projects I had hoped to accomplish left undone!

Secondly:
Where can I simplify and bring order to my life in a way that will be glorifying to the Lord? I have really been pondering this, trying to find a healthy balance in my life. I finally found a sense of peace in taking 15 minutes a day (sometimes I am allowed more time) to work on things that really need attention. My husband loves order. He, too, is a perfectionist. I am trying to tackle the things, little by little, that I know he would like to have done. That, to me, is going to glorify the Lord.

SO, I thought I would share some of my baby steps here on my blog. When one is simplifying, there does seem to be a great sense of disorder for some time. I am finally beginning to feel like order is becoming a part of my life again. J A few days ago I tackled a job that really was calling my name every time I walked by it. My husband had added the top two shelves, which were a great motivation for me to get in and organize!

BEFORE

AFTER

I scrubbed the nursery down after moving our two year old out, and readied it for our newest baby. I moved 2 years worth of school books, papers and supplies out of my kitchen and down to the basement where they belong. (My husband had commented that it would be nice to use kitchen space for kitchen things. Imagine that!) Now we actually have EXTRA space around these well stocked cabinets!! He and the four oldest children came home with a month's worth of groceries and it was so wonderful having an organized kitchen to put things away in!

Look at all that extra room!Below: I call this cabinet in our basement laundry room the peanut butter and jelly cabinet. :) My hubby insists on getting these items every montly grocery trip, even though we do not go through them very quickly. He says, "Well, just think, if we ever run into hard times, we will still have pb & jelly :)."
Tomorrow I need to work on getting a pile of clothes the children have outgrown put away, and work on reorganizing my youngest daughters’ bedroom. I will update on my progress!

Snuggle the ones that are more precious than anything, and then see if God would have you simplify your life in some way. Blessings and joy as you do both!

"This World Can Never Satisfy Me"

Today was just not a good day. I was running on empty from the very beginning, and burdened by the things of life, yet had to push through. I was determined, however, to not give in to my emotional, physical fatigue and to pass joy on to the children.

I had to take our 9 year old daughter to a physical therapy appointment today. Afterwards we ran errands. As we were shopping in walmart I was highly distracted, but my little girl was in tune to a still small voice inside of her. I am ashamed to say I was too busy, too wrapped up in my chaotic day to quiet my heart enough to hear that same voice. Suddenly she said, “Mama?” “Yes sweetie?” I reply. She says in return, “This world can never satisfy me.” Wow. I was truly stunned. There we were. Walmart. I saw aisles upon aisles of goods. She saw faces of hurting people. I longed for peace from my own difficulties, she noticed the difficulties of the world (and anyone who knows her personally, knows that her road has been difficult). She had a revelation in her life. This world could never satisfy her. The Lord used my little girl today to turn my heart heart to Him once again. I was running through a day full of trials on my own….on empty. There was nothing here that could satisfy my hurts, my longings, my questions but HIM. Big, deep, cleansing sigh. The world can never satisfy me. Nor can it you. He is the only way to peace.

My Grab 'Em Button!

I need to go through my blog layout and do some updating, so I thought I would work on that tonight before turning in to bed. I got sidetracked and ended up doing this instead! I did it more just to see if I could actually figure it out, and I did! So, feel free to use it, if you wish to! :) Many Blessings!

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Once Lovely USA

My mother wrote a heart felt poem and has posted it on her blog, The Write Narrow Path. It is well worth the time to stop and read! Be sure to leave a comment and let her know you stopped by to read it.
Blessings!

Her Lamp Does Not Go Out At Night

The following is a piece of a post I wrote in '06. My nights are pretty full these days :), and I thought I would find this post for my own sake. I decided to repost it this morning.....

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.........but I just couldn't sleep, so I went to making a breakfast of cinnamon rolls for my family. I lit the candles all around the house, thinking it would be a lovely welcome to the day for my children.

As the candle light danced across the darkened walls, it got me thinking on the scripture, "And her lamp does not go out by night."Proverbs 31:18b The girls and I have been discussing Proverbs 31 alot lately. My oldest had asked when the Proverbs 31 woman ever got to sleep if her lamp never goes out. I came to the conclusion that she is always on call, lamp lit, ready to be there at any moment she is needed by her loved ones. Whether it be a nursing baby, a teething toddler, a fearful five year old, a sighing husband.....she is always ready to be a servant to those gifted to her.

This is a challenging thought for me, as I know that my lamp has not always been lit, especially within. I am sad to say, that sometimes I have but that lamp out at night and selfishly prayed I could receive some sleep for a change and then when wakened, went about the task begrudgingly. I am finding, that those times when I lay down completely exhausted at night, that there is a certain strength in simply praying for the Lord to give me what I need throughout the night. And then, if I awake, realizing I have slept a night through, I thank Him right away. Why not thank Him when my sleep is little? Thank Him for the wonderful reasons why I had a sleepless night!

I wanted to share a bit of what the Lord is working on in my life. I am longing to be the kind of woman, the Proverbs 31 woman, who has her lamp going in her home AND in her heart. A woman who finds delight, even in the wee hours of the night, at the opportunities to love, nurture and care for her family. I am so thankful the Lord gave us such wonderful examples in the Bible to follow. I feel picking apart Proverbs 31 will keep me busy for life! *SMILE*

In Love ALL Over Again!

"Mothers of children, even if they have a thousand, carry each and every one fixed in their hearts, and because of the strength of their love they do not forget any of them. In fact, it seems that the more children they have the more their love and care for each one is increased." St. Angela Merici

4 weeks old cuddled up in the quilt I made for him.


Now HE was worth everything! I am in awe of the amount of love I feel, once again, for a child that has been gifted to me. While he slept today, I dived into some projects I have been wanting to get done. He awakened earlier than I had expected him to, much earlier, but somehow I welcomed the "interruption". I sat with him and just marveled at the beauty of life, and that the Lord used me to bring it forth. It doesn't matter how many children I have, I always find myself in love ALL over again!

6 weeks old

My Thoughts Exactly

I have neglected my blog, and I am thankful for those of you who keep checking in, and for those who bless me with your emails and comments. I would have given up on my blog quite some time ago, so I thank you!

I do not have time to write, what’s new? I did, however, come across a post that reflects my thoughts exactly! I am at the 6 (almost 7) week mark with our new baby, and I am finding the time with him too precious to let slip through my fingers. I am soaking him in! Please take the time to read Beth’s thoughts, and you will know where I am right now.

Many Blessings!
Tina

Life Abundantly

The hour is late. It is just me, the Lord and my cup of peppermint hot cocoa. Life has been a whirlwind these past months, but the Lord has been good to me.....oh, so good. The popcorn left strewn on the dining room floor is enough proof of this. I can almost still hear it. The song of my children't laughter. Their excitement as they placed Christmas ornaments on our tree, much too close together. Their voices singing along with Christmas music in the background. The walls are still echoing with their chitter chatter. The windows seem to still reflect the twinkles of their eyes. I am still hearing shouts of glee coming from my 22 month old as he tumbles on the floor with his 15 year old sister. It is a tickling session. The old antique rocking chair seems to still hold my three and four year old, as they rock back in forth, arms wrapped around eachother wearing big smiles. The other rocking chair is empty now, but I can still see my husband there rocking our brand newly born baby boy. I try to catch his eye, but he is too into the baby. He is staring at him as if looking away will mean the moment is gone forever. My eyes well with tears, because I am so incredibly in love with him. We have seen so many trials in our 13 years together, but we have incredible joy...joy that can only come from the whole reason why we were celebrating the evening to begin with. Yes, the Lord has blessed. Yesterday I cried tears, feeling overwhelmed at what life has to deal out. Tonight I cry tears of thankfulness for it all...yes, even the hard times. I can feel my heart changing and growing. I am reminded once again that "He who began a good work in me, will be faithful to complete it!" I know He uses the good and bad times to do just this. My mouth shall sing His praises, and the songs of tonight's memories, that ring in my ear as I drift off to sleep tonight, will be a reminder that Jesus came not just to give me life, but to give me life ABUNDANTLY!!

Apple Aroma

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The house is finally filled with the sweet aroma of baking apples. We normally take our trip to the orchard much earlier, but life did not allow for that this year. I surprised the children by announcing an intended trip to the orchard. We literally picked what was left, I do believe. We came home with 40 pounds of apples. Now only a third of them are baking, as my wrist only allowed for that much peeling and cutting. My one year old sat on a stool next to me eating an apple, nodding his approval of the tasty treat.

This morning, as apples baked, and apple cider simmered on the stove, I did devotions with the children. This week’s memory verse is Romans 15:13. It is our sword to fight the temptation at certain times in life to feel hopeless. The children had the idea to use this verse to encourage others who may be struggling with feelings of hopelessness. They are at the table as I write, blessing others with scripture and their own creative touches.

My seven year old decided to share with our unsaved neighbor, so I thought perhaps we could put together a nice harvest basket to deliver as well....fresh applesauce, apple bread and leaf cutout cookies....mmmmm....

Following is an apple cake recipe to share. Orchard bought or store bought...apples make a home smell SO delectable and inviting this time of year. I have also just put an apple or two in a small pot with some yummy spices just for the lovely aroma!

Happy Harvest!

Apple Cake

1.5 c. sugar
1/2 c. butter, softened
2 eggs
4 c. diced, peeled apples (tart is best)
2 c. flour
2 tsp. baking soda
1 tsp. cinnamon
1/2 tsp. each ground allspice & nutmeg
1 c. chopped nuts (optional)

Cream butter and sugar. Add eggs and apples. Combine dry ingredients together and add to mixture. Bake in a greased 9x13 pan for 35 mins at 350.

Harvesting The Soul

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Oh the lessons that continue to come in this life! As I watch another harvest season on our farm, my thoughts turn towards the harvest taking place in my soul right now. The combine cuts and sucks up the plant, taking from it its fruit, and then throwing out the rest....the parts that are of no use. If the plant were to feel, what a painful process that woudl be! Do you ever have times when you literally feel this happening in your own life!?

God has been working in me, using some very trialsome times, to show me things I must allow Him to throw out. He has shown me where He is ready to grow compassion and forgiveness, and throw out the useless seeds of judgement and yes, even bitterness. Wouldn’t it be nice if it were as easy as just simply letting it all go?

Sometimes making the choice to rid our lives of such things brings great pain! Vulnerability, and even sorrow. But I know one thing about my Harvester.....He promises joy and peace. His Word says that no discipline at the time is joyful, yet sorrowful, but in the end produces the peaceful fruit of righteousness! We can lean on this beautiful promise!

I know that if I do not allow this time of harvest in my life, then so much is at stake. A plant that does not go through a harvest whithers and dies and is of no use at all. So many suffer when this happens! I want the Lord to be able to use me, to grow me, and so I must say yes to His gentle voice today.

What is it for you? What is He asking of you....calling you to do? Could you consider it a harvest time in your life....a time to allow the pain of letting go, and letting Him move you to that place where you are that peaceful fruit of righteousness?

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Let’s trust Him to do this for us today..................

Update and Thank you

Dear Friends,

I thank you so much for the encouraging emails and comments from time to time. I have been quite negligent with my writing, but my life keeps me very busy right now. If you emailed me this month, I am sorry if you have not heard back from me. Our daughter ended up in the hospital with appendicitis. She is doing really well now, but it has taken us some time to find our “normal” again :). Seems I am always thinking of the words I would like to put on my blog, as I am drifting off to sleep!

If you have requested to be added to my update list, I have added you. :) Feel free to try and email me again if you haven’t heard back from me these last months. I am going to try to spend some time emailing this week.

I have had many inquiries about the Power of Motherhood Study. Right now it is on hold....but if I feel I can manage starting it up online again, I will make an announcement. I have actually been reading it these past few days just for a pleasure read, while my children play out in the fall weather!


Blessings,
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PS OH! I was so excited to receive an email from Ruth today! I had enjoyed her blog so much in the past, and then she had quit writing for some time. I thought I would pass along her new website. It is BEAUTIFUL, inspiring and I love the title! Go check out.....

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These Days Are Just Slipping Away

Do you ever just have those moments when you realize your family is changing? These precious years are slipping away so quickly? Tonight was one of those moments, and through tears of literal sadness AND joy, the Lord has given me a renewed sense of thankfulness for these oh so busy, taxing years. I wrote the following simple message in an email to my mom tonight(I changed names to protect the innocent ). It explains what brought all this thought to my mind. Somehow I am ready to wake up to another morning of my life and do the best that I can do with this gift the Lord has given me!

Pray for my heart. Life is changing in my “little” family. I use to be the mama to several little children. Those little children are growing up now. Tonight I watched my teenager, and knew in my heart that she would be leaving in the blink of an eye. I know in my heart she will go back to Haiti to minister to “her people”. I watched my eldest son as he walked by me with a smile and it took my breath away to see he is almost as tall as I am. He is beginning to look so “young man like”. I find myself panicky, begging God to show me quickly how to be a mother to a boy quickly changing into a young man! I watched my once timid Onna as she ran outside and played yard games with the other children, and realized she is changing too. She is blossoming into something new altogether. Tonight when JJ fell and hurt his knee, he took the bandaid from me and said, “Here Mama, I can do this one by myself.” Even three little babies, are no longer the three little babies anymore. Joshie wants to read, Elli wants to dress herself......but even with all this heartwrenching, rewarding change, God gave me a special gift. I walked into the baby's room to get him from his crib, and a smile spread across his face like I was his world.....and then he said, “Mama” for the very first time.

Oh how these precious days are just flying by. I want to trap them in a bottle and keep them from just slipping away.

Managing My LIfe Part 2

Just a quick note to let you know I have fixed the broken link to "Managing My Life Part 2". Thank you to those of you who brought it to my attention. You can find it just to the right here.
Blessings,
Tina
PS Thank you for the notes of encouragement and prayers! I am feeling MUCH better now! Baby is doing wonderfully. Praise the Lord!

A Short Update

My dear readers,

I was so blessed today to hook my computer back up (it has been “ill” for a bit now) and check my email box to see so many of you asking for an update. I thank you so much. What a blessing and encouragement you are to me!

As much I as I would love to give a lengthy report today, I cannot. I can only ask you for prayer for me right now. Late last night I came down with the nasty flu and am sitting with fever now. I am trying to keep hydrated, and keep my contractions at bay. I have had some pregnancies where preterm labor was an issue, so I am concerned for this little one...trying to trust the Lord. I was cramping a lot through the night, and trying not to fear. I am getting a good strong heartbeat, and finally got some good movement this afternoon
I pray to be able to write real soon, and thank you to those of you who have stopped in to comment or leave an email letting me know you are still reading! I am blessed!

Love,
Tina

My Life, as of Late....

I have long been away, mostly because I cannot stand to sit long at the computer. I can keep away headaches and nausea for the most part if I am not sitting here. My back also keeps me from sitting for too long of periods. I had a bad fall in April that left me bed ridden for some time, and in much pain. I have been going through therapy, and really am pain free as long as I behave and do not overdo it in certain activities.

I am well into my second trimester now, and heard the baby’s heartbeat for the first time the day before yesterday. I fought back the tears. To feel this life inside of me, after so much death, stirs up great emotion in me. I am so thankful!

We keep very busy here at home, and are loving every second of it. Yesterday was full of baking, gardening and other yard work. We are beginning to get peas and cherry tomatoes out of our garden! I just LOVE the light in the children’s eyes when they see what has become of a tiny little seed we planted when the garden was bare and the weather cold.

I am enjoying just treasuring these days that pass oh so quickly! Last night my 6 year old came to me and out of the blue said, “Mama, the darkness doesn’t like me.” I said, “Well, of course it doesn’t honey! That is because you are a light, and darkness doesn’t like the light!” I went on to further point out to him how he lights up a room with his smile, and chases the darkness away. Boy did he shine even more the rest of the night! :) How precious they are.

So, really just a short note to tell you I am still alive...if you have hung in with me and continue checking in on my blog :). My great advice for you today.....please take time to laugh, smile and allow joy in. Life can indeed get so busy and stressful, sometimes we have to choose these things. Open the door and let them flood through your home!

Blessings to all!

Grammy's Scent

The following is by my precious mother (names changed to protect the innocent *wink*.

As we pulled up to the house last year, the door flew open and seven children came spilling out. They ran toward us with zeal that would have intimidated a sumo wrestler if they’d been running toward him. However, we were not intimidated in the least, as we were the objects of their affections. Our arms opened wide to receive them. I was forty-seven and grandmother to eleven bright, beautiful, healthy little stars who thought the world rose and set where I stood. As they poured into my arms with hugs, kisses, and exclamations of the important news that only children can know and tell, my heart ached with a joy that mere words are impotent to express. Little Christy was wearing the apron I’d made her several months earlier for her sixth birthday and as I held her close I recalled the story my daughter had told me about that apron; a story worth sharing.

When my package had arrived in the mail, Christy had opened it with fervor. Pulling out the apron, she adored the lavender fabric covered with tiny delicate purple flowers and the soft lace that adorned its edges. She then pulled it close to her face and breathed deeply. With sudden excitement she shouted to my daughter, “Mama! It has Grammy’s scent!” She held it to her face again and with her eyes closed in reverie sighed, “Oh, I just Love the smell of Grammy!”

Weeks later, my daughter suggested that the apron should be washed, as Christy had worn it almost daily since receiving it. Her angelic blue eyes filled with tears. She held the apron close to her with determination and spoke haltingly. “But…Mama, if you wash my apron it will lose Grammy’s smell and I won’t have it to remind me of her any more.” The tears spilled from her beautiful eyes. My daughter sat down and pulled Christy onto her lap explaining to her that the apron would not, in fact, lose Grammy’s smell unless it became too dirty. So, with the trust that every child should have in Mama, she handed the apron to her. She kept a vigil by the washer and watched it go around and around until the cycle was done. Once the apron was in the washer, she sat and waited there as well. When the signal on the dryer buzzed to announce that all was dry inside, she flung the door open and pulled out her apron. She immediately buried her face in it and breathed deeply. With elation, she ran up the stairs crying out for Mama saying, “Mama! Smell! It does still have Grammy’s scent!!”

I don’t really know how that little girl determined what my “scent” was. You see, we live eight hundred miles apart and finances allow us only about one visit per year. Personally, I think it is the answer from the Lord to my prayers that, even with these miles between us, we would be near and dear to our grandchildren therefore providing a much-needed part of their joy and upbringing.

About a year ago, I started sending letters to them. Every Sunday evening I write and send one letter. I start with the eldest and work my way down to the youngest, just months old. I share things with them that I want them to remember long after I am gone, most especially my Love for the Lord. It is now part of their ritual to watch the mail with bated breath to hear what Grammy has to say to the child of that week. My daughter tells me that even the two and three-year-old toddlers carry my letters in their pockets for days and they all sleep with the letters under their pillows.

At present we are preparing to make our annual trip to visit my daughter, son-in-law, and the grandchildren. As I reflect on being a grandparent, my heart swells with joy. Some grandparents say, “I just spoil ‘em rotten and send ‘em home!” I pray this is just stated in jest, as the position of grandparent is a much higher standard than that. It is one of value, purpose, and accountability. Having grown up without the benefit of grandparents, it is the desire of my heart to not only pour out my Love to them, but to be an example of Christ’s likeness.

Psalm 127:3 “Lo, children are an heritage of the LORD: and the fruit of the womb is his reward” KJV

The Importance of Free Time

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I am a firm believer that “free time” is a vital part of our successful homeschool and family life! As the teacher in my home, there are certain studies I require to be done daily by my children....and then late afternoon they are “free”. Free to what? Wonder aimlessly? Watch television? Play video games? No, no and no.

First, before I get into the heart of my post, I will tell you that I strongly believe children need supervision at all times. The Bible tells us that foolishness is bound up in the heart of a child. It is important for us parents to be near to help aid our children, and guide them in the Word through certain situations and temptations. No matter what the world may think (or say), this is really the way to prepare them for the day when they will be on their own.

It is good and wonderful to give a child free time, a time to think, play and create on their own. STILL, they need a watchful eye for those moments when they need direction. I like to know what the children are doing, so I can assist them if they need me to do so. That is what I am here for :)

This free time is a time for me to sit back (if only in my mind) and marvel at the creativity that lies in the mind of a child. It is there, just waiting to be released, but for so many children it is stifled. If they have been allowed to nourish it, it is an amazing thing to see!

Just this afternoon, while I was preparing some pizzas with my 6, 3 and 2 year olds, I would often glance over the counter at my 9 year old son. He had created a project in his mind that he was finally getting to work out with his hands. I caught myself from speaking, when I noticed the bird feeder that he was constructing, was not going to be able to stay upright in the wind. I decided it was best to stay quiet, and let him learn this on his own, as he worked hard to create the best feeder (out of paper plates, yarn and plastic cups :)). I also was tempted to comment on the mess he was making....adding to the great mess I was making in the kitchen with my pizza making! But, with the Lord’s help, I kept silent.

He completed his project and went outside to hang it in the tree. Before he could hang it up, the wind caught it and all the seed spilled out. He came in, not defeated but determined! I could just see the wheels of thought turning in those big beautiful green eyes! I continued in my work, but smiled as I saw him constructing a NEW feeder....one that would not only stand the wind this time, but was looking 10 times better and more creative than the FIRST one! He completed it, and as I write now at 11pm, it is still hanging out in our Japanese maple tree. I am encouraging him to keep perfecting the idea, so we can put it in wood and maybe sell some!

In the middle of all of this, my 14 year old daughter walked into the kitchen BEAMING. She had spent her free time in the sewing room, and came out with a beautiful new skirt (her first time adding a ruffle to something!) and a matching hair piece. She had also made a new Bible cover.

My 8yo daughter spent her free time creating cards to welcome my parents and little brother coming next week.

You know, I understand sometimes (maybe all the time for you) messes are just too much. Living rooms turning into campgrounds and tents, kitchens turning into laboratories, or dining rooms turning into the great open sea filled with boats (pillows and blankets here) are just so overwhelming to some.......but can I tell you that it is in these things that the Lord is creating and perfecting His beauty in your precious children!? If you doubt me, I encourage you to find and read “For The Children’s Sake” by Susan Schaeffer Macaulay. Children are people, who need room to grow, create, live!

I am often reminded of Marmee Dear’s written words, “Children won’t trouble you for long......”. Yes, someday those messes will be no more. All the things that seem such a bother now, will be greatly missed someday...I promise you that. Let your children go all out....and let’s go even a step further! Take that deep breathe, giggle and then crawl under “tents” with them! :)

Long Time No Write!

Wow, it really has been a LONG time since I have written! A lot has transpired since then too! I quit writing, as caring for a sick family consumed all of my time. We were hit hard with the influenza...not one of us escaped it! Some of my loved ones are still feeling the effects of it. :(

The wonderful news is the Lord’s mighty hand in blessing us with another baby in the months to come! After four more miscarriages in the past year, this one really feels like it is going to stick. I have been pretty sick, and feeling as I do in my normal pregnancies. God is so good! I am just so in awe of Him and His awesome faithfulness!

We are enjoying the more “spring like” weather here, though the rains continue to keep us out of the garden. I am anxious to be able to get the garden planted on one of my “good days”. Instead we have been working on wrapping up these last months of school. I am already thinking into the next year, and can hardly believe I will have a high schooler!! Now it really seems like forever ago that I was in high school....yet it still seems like yesterday in some ways as well. When my oldest was recently asked why she likes homeschooling so much she said, “I can learn things at my own pace and am never rushed through. My mom is always patient with me, and helps me to be excited about learning.” Awww...that just warmed my heart! I am not always patient, but I can see God working in me more and more, and I truly LOVE being the teacher of my children! AND I am learning SOOOO much with and FROM them!

Anyways, just wanted to give a quick recap. I have a sick hubby to care for, so I best run for now. Thanks for the emails and comments, I LOVE hearing from my readers! I will try not to be a stranger.................